I'm finding out as I work towards this goal (learning everday what the goal really is) it has not been easy, wayward thoughts & doubts some times lead me to think I will crumble... I am seeing myself and my actions with new eyes. I have stayed true to this race since the start.. but fears that I will fall hard bother me. The enemy some times puts things in my brain saying "you have't done anything, you'll just fail as before." Yet my King, my Creator has reminded me and keeps reminding me that it was not my strength that got me this far it was HIS... for those feeling weak, He will be your strength. Phil 4:13, john 14:26-27. Let's run!